Wow. I`m in an amazingly good mood today. I spent the past 4 days working on my websites, and got very far! Everyone love them!

Plus, we got paid today! 150$ each! :) Plus, getting little money here and there :)

And, listening to music. Ahh in such a good moodd!: )

These are my 2006 new years resolutions. I`ve never made a list before, but decided this year I will try.
+ Go to Cosmotology School.
+ Get my GED, or atleast start on it.
+ Lose 20 pounds.
+ Eat right. Breakfast, Lunch, Dinner.
+ Get my liscense by May.
+ Make new online && Offline friends.
+ Stop being such a bitch towards Jay.
+ Get a better paying FULL time job.
+ Fix my sleeping schedule.
+ Make atleast 150.00$ off my internet job, in one month. (So far, my most was 92.00$)
+ Get shimmeringgraphix hott. (thats how I get paid!)
+ Donate stuff
+ Have atleast 500$ saved in bank account.
+ Go on a trip for my Birthday. (3-5 days, atleast.)
+ Spend more time with Jay, Less with computer.
+ Stop being so lazy.
+ LESS pop.

I`m going to edit this as I think of somethings. Or, as I acomplish them, I will scratch them off the list.

Onward,

My new years sucked. Honestly. We were suppose to go to this party with my friend Sarah. Did we? No. Why? Because the party we were suppose to be going to, ended up being a fake. Lovely. So, I sat at home && drank with Sarah && Jay. Man, you have got to get some smirnoff twisted watermelon. Could not stop drinking that shit.

Anyways. I`m not in a very good mood, so I suppose i`m going to get going. I hope everyone had a great newyear!

Angela Marie

Well, last night was fun. I hung out with KC && Billy , so that tells you right there why it was fun; doesn`t it? We didnt really have anything to do; so we sat around while Billy && KC made some jokes. && How Billy learned he had a thing for my dog, Jasmine . Anyways, we then went to Target, where I got this sooo kickass new printer. mm hmm.

When I got home; I can`t say things were so much fun. I got on to find out that my moms best friends daughter was messaging alot of the guys on my myspace. It really ticked me off, when I found out the main was one was my ex-boyfriend, for more than one reason. One being, of course, that is my ex. I don`t feel its really fair to have another girl, I know, trying to talk to him. && KCs screename signed online; so I messaged him saying ''Hey''. No response. So, I figured they were away from the computer, because they always message me back... no matter whose on whose screename. Well, 45 minutes went by, and still no response. && Me getting more && more stressed out over the whole ex-byofriend/friend thing. I am not sure exactly what I was so upset about, but I went into complete breakdown.

Then, I decided I would message Billy && ask him if he was pissed at me, because me being me, naturally assumeed thats why he wasnt responding. Hm. I was fairly mean to him && really didn`t mean anything. It was basically because I was soo stressed out && was really hoping to talk to him. I ended up feeling really sick after all this; of course because the stress got to me too hard; and couldnt take anymore. So, I went to bed really early. Woke up again around 5:00am. I noticed I had a message on myspace, so I read it. It was from Billy. He didn`t seem like he was mad at me && tried to explain that. However, he did seem rather aggrivated//annoyed with me. But, look what happened last time I naturally assumed shit, right?.

I`ve decided something. Everytime Billy && I talk; we always talk about my problems. && I hate it. For the simple fact that we dont get to have a real conversation without all the whining, bitching, etc. So, I shall write my thoughts in here. If he feels he would like to know whats on my mind, he can read here. If not, that so be it. I want to have real conversations with him.

Hmmm NEW YEARS EVE. Wtf are you doing? Well, I hopefully going to this party. Because if not, imma be pissed. I haven`t been to a real party since Jay && I started dating; which had to have been almost 2 fucking years ago. I have alot of partying left inside me. lol... and Hopefully my girl, Sarah will be coming with. I havnt seen her in a long ass time.

As for today, I worked. Joyful, right? No. I still wasn`t feeling good from last night. Towards the end of shift; I began to feel a little better though. && After work I went to the movies. I went with Jay && his friend, Tony && his Girlfriend. We went && seen Fun With Dick && Jane. It was Hilarious. I say everyone go && see it, NOW! :)

Hrm. Imma bout to get something to eat though; I`ll wriite again some other time. Later.

Hello world,

    I decided I really needed an online journal again. Why? I just don`t seem to get my feelings out enough. I`ve done Xanga, Livejournal && even 6 of my own personal websites. Nothing has pleased me yet. After giving the online journaling a break for a bit, I`ve decided to jump back on the horse && try again. This is a temporary layout, until I get my lazy ass up to make another one.

Just to get us started out here, I didnt go to bed until after 7am this morning. Am I cool, or what? Uhh no. But yeah, then, I woke up at 10:30. Wtf is with that? I had such a problem getting to sleep last night. I hate it soo much. Its been like that the past 4-5 days. I really dont know why. Of course I used to be like that back when, but I havnt had this much problems sleeping in about 4 or 5 months && then all of a sudden its back. I don`t get it.

I really should be getting some rest. Its 11:38am right now && I`m suppose to be leaving to go pick up KC, Billy, and Andrew in about 1 hour. Hm. This should be fun. It always is around them. They keep my ass laughing non-stop. Which is good. I`ve always enjoeyed being around them. Good to see them again, I missed you guys! :)

Alright, Alright. I have to get going now. I`ll write some more later, or even tomorrow. Don`t know yet. Buh bye! :)